you shouldn't have to face that alone. I would save you from having to do it if I could.
But the truth is that I can't save you.
I can't even find the courage to save myself. Not when I'm not afraid of dying, not when I demanded the Doctor do nothing and let me go. I don't want to live so I can keep living. I want to survive so I can keep the Doctor from losing himself. And at the end of the day, that's the only goal I have left to see through to the end.
[All of those admissions make no real sense. It's a jumble of emotions that come out in words that don't paint a full picture. She isn't telling the full story, but she's dropped a large enough half-truth bomb just now.]
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But the truth is that I can't save you.
I can't even find the courage to save myself. Not when I'm not afraid of dying, not when I demanded the Doctor do nothing and let me go. I don't want to live so I can keep living. I want to survive so I can keep the Doctor from losing himself. And at the end of the day, that's the only goal I have left to see through to the end.
[All of those admissions make no real sense. It's a jumble of emotions that come out in words that don't paint a full picture. She isn't telling the full story, but she's dropped a large enough half-truth bomb just now.]